ah...
tired...

sigh... i'm very tired... and it's only the beginning of tough times... prelims are coming and 'A's are coming and everything is going to nothing...
therefore...
i am going to take the rest of the year off... and do whatever my whim and fancy so dictates... and not have a care in the world... whee...
right... the rubber band that i use to stretch reality just snapped... and it stings terribly bad where it whipped me in the eye...
ouch...

i'm very tempted to write about rain again today...
hmm... should i...?
nah... i shall just ramble around aimlessly till i hit a respectable length and just post it up... haha... meaningless posts... meaningless life...

in case you didn't already know... yes i just blog everyday whether or not i have something to say... haha...

let's see now.... read The Little Prince for a bit just now... it's a good book to cheer people up...
i sometimes wish i could write like that... simple and elegant... cos poetic is nice... but it's after all so damn thick... imagery and metaphor and all the watchamacallits...
so we should all let our language take a turn for the elegant and simple... and dump the verbose, the pedantic, and the 40 pound dictionary in the bin...

dunno what else to say...
sigh... brain's addled...

oh yes...
thanks to passerby for the tag... haha...
i do have to say that i don't always write like that... it comes about twice in three months... or whenever i hit depression... whichever's sooner... ha...
at other times it's mostly crap... meaningless ramblings... as demonstrated above...

sigh... i'm tired and therefore i'm depressed cos i want to do so many things but i can't...
i'm also depressed at the sheer futility of my actions... and the fact that i've done so many stupid things in life... and i don't seem to be stopping...
mostly i'm depressed cos i am reduced to having to tell all my troubles to not a loved one... not a friend... heck not even a bartender...
but my com...

'night and sorry if i spoilt it...