well i hit the big two-oh tomorrow...

it's very tempting right now, sitting at my table, to pour out another one of my philosophical, existential ramblings...
but i think not...

somehow when i was a kid and i couldn't wait to grow up this day didn't seem to be like this...
and i do think and wonder sometimes what's changed...
but i can't seem to put my finger to it...

it's not like i don't want to grow up... but i suppose it's no longer like when we were seven and everything was so innocent...

but ah well...

i suppose it's happy birthday to me...
yay...