hello dahlings...

i've been beseiged by comments these days that i don't write anything that makes any sense at all...

there's a lot i have to say... about that...

and in general i'm just a talkative person...

but lets just address the abovementioned "about that"...
i talk to myself regularly... and when i do so the dialogue is often volatile and meandering in its myriad topics... this, however, is by no means indicative of a mind entrenched in madness...

my musings here... thus... are just verbatim copies... sometimes... of what goes on within my mind...
more often than not i try to censor and make some sense out of it so that you plebeian people can have a glimpse of what's going on in up-there...

but sometimes i go on a frenzy and i just let loose everything i have to say...

also... there's this little issue of what i want this place for... why i keep filling these pages with endless crap...
it's cos i think that i would want to remember what i was like as a person... so that i can look back and see how i've changed over time...

rather than keep a log of my daily activities...

two things...
uno... i don't have much daily going-ons that are fantastically interesting... if there are chances are i would write about them... work doesn't count...
and duo... if i wanted to rememer what i did... i could always visit the blogs of my friends who might just do a what-i-did-today and carry it off with far more style and panache than i could ever imagine to carry...

like if i did a what-i-did-today it would likely look like the log of a hired assassin who's been tailing me to gain precious information on my habits...

thus rather than tell everybody how i spent the day i think it would be more interesting (to me and only me it seems but what the heck) to write about my current mental state...

then when i come back again in months time it will be like i'm talking to myself from the past and i can see what i was like before... (and now i've done this before and most of the time i cringe when i read what i've written...)

haha... so there...