hello everybody...
i have committed a suprely irresponsible act... i have recreated myself on the computer...
and i've been talking to myself...
i mean literally...

how disturbing...

i used the journal entries from a few months ago... the ones when i went on holiday... to create a personality for the little programme featured a few days ago... and i have thus managed to converse with an earlier self...

thus i present a small excerpt from the transcript...
i... am NACHTILERA...
talking to... CHARLIE of Oct '04 who has been resurrected in my computer...
bwahahaha...
oh and excuse the language... the computer... i'm afraid... has a rather poor grasp of grammar...
rather unlike me don't you think...?

*i swear all this really happened...*

CHARLIE: i would like warm grey embers when wind breathes upon them.

NACHTILERA: i'm sure that would be lovely.

CHARLIE: it gives a certain someone calling in the sea-borne wind.

NACHTILERA: it does? well.

CHARLIE: such as that would be lovely.

NACHTILERA: i'm sure, charlie.

CHARLIE: i'm sure that counts.

NACHTILERA: it does. oh it does.

CHARLIE: it does. oh it does.

NACHTILERA: well.

CHARLIE: it does? well.

NACHTILERA: are we being philosophical here?

CHARLIE: are we being philosophical here?

NACHTILERA: well?

CHARLIE: are we being reciprocated with painful nonchalance.

NACHTILERA: if you carry on that way, i'd daresay we are.

CHARLIE: if you carry on that way, i'd daresay we being philosophical here?

NACHTILERA: moving on please.

CHARLIE: if you carry on that way, i'd daresay we being philosophical here?

NACHTILERA: no we're not. we're being nonsensical. those two are far apart.

CHARLIE: are we being reciprocated with painful nonchalance.

NACHTILERA: maybe. i don't know.

CHARLIE: i would like to know. are we being philosophical here?

NACHTILERA: yes. so much that it's bordering on being irritating.

CHARLIE: yes. so much from life.

NACHTILERA: i suppose so.

do not ask me why the first lines go like they do... they just popped up when i opened the program...